Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Me!!

I think this month is not my BLOGGING month..
Because I really very less to update here..
Maybe I do not have any upside-down mood in this month..
Everything is gonna to numb in this month..
Or maybe My heart is very calm..
have Learned to put down everything..
have Learned to accept the fact..
have learned to accept my destiny..
have learned to adapt to loneliness..

.....................................

Friday, October 23, 2009

孤独篇

人的内心到底有多孤独,光从外表是看不出来的~
因为我们不懂从何时开始就学会了隐藏自己,学会了在众人面前压抑自己的情绪......
学会了很多人情世故的东西...


我们一直都在学习怎样做人
我们一直都在学习怎样讨好一个人
很多事情,我们都在学习....
不管是好是坏,愿不愿意,多多少少我们总得学习一些些做人处事的道理....


每个人的内心,都在为孤独而挣扎着
可是到最后,我们都得学会压抑自己...
学会习惯孤独的存在...


其实,孤独也没有什么到不了
孤独其实可以很快乐....
因为不受别人限制
所以我们可以自由的做自己想要做的事情...


到回头来想...
其实孤独是一种自由...
只看在我们要如何对待孤独而已...


我们要学会告诉自己
其实我们并不孤独
其实我们是最自由的人!!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Hmmmm...

Didn't Update any new bloggie here for a long time...
Nothing special so I didn't update...
No any surprises so I didn't update too...
Hmm... Feel boring...
Last night went for Sushi
Just now went for pizza... As my dinner...
Actually I felt excited and hungry on the moment..
But after the food served in front of me..
I felt very full and not really can finish all..
Why leh???
Should be hungry..
But the hungriness has gone when the food is in front of me..
My appetite becomes Sot Sot ady...=.="

Maybe feeling unwell... X.X
A Silent night.....

Monday, October 12, 2009

黑马会出现

每一场比赛真的会有一只黑马跑出而夺冠
没有人会预料的到的事情
真真切切会发生....

刚才看了一场歌唱比赛
谁也没料到她会气势很红,真的让她夺了冠军,为国争光...
也让她打破了纪录..
No.3 in Malaysia also can get No.1 in Oversea..
Very great!!!!

Actually I also feel that she sang well jz now..
Especially 沿海地带 that she sang just now...
Oh.. It's great this song..
Long time dint listen...
Just now found this song and listen again..
Nice and Touching song...

Anyway, Everything is possible if u believe that there is miracle in the world.. Nothing is Impossible if u believe that tomorrow will be better..

Quote again : " Out of Difficulty makes miracle"...
Very familiar.. :)

Friday, October 09, 2009

No Idea

Have No idea to type something here..
But hands are out of control...
Wanna type something here...
Just simply type only..
No meaning No idea No topic No thoughtsss..
Hand is just itchy only...
Hmm.. Very Bored bcos tomorrow need to wake up early..
Have to waste few hours at outside to listen Boring Seminar..
Sigh~ If got choice..
I rather stay at home to do my own thing than listening what seminar at outside.. Sienzzzz~
Sigh~

Gotta sleep now lo...
But I'm still waiting My "Food" in Game.. LOl...
Wu liao de ppl.. That's me!!! Clare!!!
Zzzzzzz....

Monday, October 05, 2009

失落的我

突然有一种失落的感觉
莫名其妙的感觉

不想失落可是就是觉得失落
心就是会随着感觉走

那么多起起落落
不失落都很难

我想我得去寻找我 失落的沙洲~
好好的在里面住

突然又很想听回这首“失落的沙洲”~
好爱这首歌~

感触

当看到别人祝福他快点找到另一半的时候
老实说,自己的心突然有一点沉了下来。

我想我是在乎的。
我也不懂为何自己要在乎。


很多东西失去了就是失去了
N年前的甜蜜回忆还历历在目
转回头看,现在也只是一场回忆。
我想,我只是一时感触而已
并无其它意思。
既然选择放开
就别再回头看
虽然很在乎
可是还是要克制自己的情绪。
催眠自己不要再想太多了。
很多事情是不可能就是不可能了.....
既然选择了
就别再哭了
很多事情也许这样的结局是最好的......


祝福你!

(今天也是弟弟的生日,他一个人在外头独自度过他18岁的生日。阿B(弟弟)也长大了,也不是以前可爱的贝比了。现在的他,有了一股老练的神气。比我还成熟的多。Anyway,Happy Birthday BroBro!!!! Miss You!!! )

Friday, October 02, 2009

Insomnia Nite

2 October 09
0413am

What happened?? I Didnt sleep??
Because there is lotsss of problem is upsetting me now...
so hate so hate!!!
Gonna crazy!!!
I think nobody can help me to solve this kinda problemSSS..
Nobody can let me share of!!
I am so suffer..
Hope to find someone to talk.. to share.. to release my unhappiness..
But there is no someone!!
I just can hide myself..
I just can talk to myself not to too care about it..
I just can inhibit my feeling...

No.. I dono what am i talking about now..
So Upsetting!!! So trouble...
I hate!
I regret!
I am not reconcile to accept the fact!
I am not!
I don't want!

But what i want?
I am just like in a maze now..
Don't know what is the next step that I should walk on!?
I am just like at a Crossroad now..
How should I go?
Turn left Turn right?
Go straight or turn back?
What am I?
Who am I????

I have no answerSSS...
My heart so Down..
And I am so low-spirited...

An Insomnia Night!!!