I am here..

Already July..
Already stepped into the month of July..
Already half year..
I am here..
I am here without doing anything..
I am here with an aimless life..
I am here without learning something new..
I am here already become out-dated..
I am here already isolated from the world..
I am here.....
I am standing at where?
I do not have any position..


Yesterday, I was really really really unhappy and sad..
Family's problem..
Family..
Family is always become the closest relationship for all of the people..
But for me,
I am not!!
I think I am only close with my mummy only..
she is the one who really love me and care of me..
and always support of me..
Besides of that, my baby also the one who care and love of me..
Now I only know that in this reality and cruel world..
only mummy and baby are so care of me..
No other ppl..


What can I do?
I should appreciate everything of it..