Not really wanna get Jealous..

Today..
Just now.. I was really really tired..
I didnt sleep well..
Then add somemore I climb the hill to walk back home..
I really finished my energy..


Dont know why I will get jealous easily..
Mayb I felt unsecure in my heart..
Scare I will lost something and especially is ppl..

Just an ex-
But i get jealous easily..
Perhaps I scare to lost..
No courage to face the Lost..


Sigh.. What can i do..
Just can ask myself not to be felt jealous always..
Should have Trust..

So sorry for that baby..
Just..
donno how to describe the unsecure heart to you..

HOpe that I have to be more confident and believe in that..
You are mine currently..
Then you are mine..