Please!!

I can't reconcile to accept the truth..
Why? Why? Why I let the chance to runaway? Why?
I told myself everytime to not to blame myself anymore..
Maybe something has been fated..
Something has been fated then it is very hard to change the destiny..
Come on Clare..
Please be strong..
Please always be tough..
Please always be brave..
Please don't defeated by destiny..
Please always be happy but not depressed..