X回头，要继续往前走。

发觉今年的我很少写部落格。
一个月偶尔只有三两篇文章。
好像有一个月是空白的。-.-'''
所以在这半年以来，来来去去都是那几些文章。
反而去年内我一共写了百多篇文章。
是不是今年的我已经没有什么事情好记录了呢？
还是该记录的事情人物已经在去年记录了呢？

也许是今年从年头开始发生太多事情了！
我过得生活连我自己也从来没有想过会发生的！
上半年的生活，过得不懂如何形容是好。
潦倒的也有，惊心胆跳的也有，鬼鬼祟祟的也有，伤心的也有，快乐的也有，内疚的都有，。。
我也不知道我是如何熬过来的。
没有什么好怨的。毕竟这条路是自己选择的。
当退到无路可退的时候，很多事情不是你想怎样就可以怎样。
虽然说命运不是操从在别人的手里，可是很多事情是真的事与愿违。。。
事与愿违。。我也不想的！
事情已经过去了！
我也不能再回到过去。
不能回到过去了！！！
事实是事实，回忆是回忆~
真能偶尔怀念着在XX的快乐日子。
看电影的日子，逛街的日子。。。。
很多部好看的电影快要上映了，可是我和它们无缘呢!
算了吧！
也许算了吧!就真的让自己的心好过一点。
那就算了吧！

未来还有很多路要走，不能就那么地容易的放弃。
不能再回头看了！失去就是失去！没有就是没有!
我一无所有，可是我知道我自己还是能靠自己去赚回那些失去的东西。
而且还能赚的更多。
要什么有什么，谁不想？
不是出身富裕也是一样可以拥有他们有的东西。
他们有豪华房车和跑车。
我们一样可以拥有而且还是以自己的能力买回来的。
所以，蔚欣你要加油o!!
你一定行！！！
要继续向前走哦。

Better..

Today is someone's birthday!
The closest person.. should be a closest relationship with me.. But we have furthest relationship..
No communicate.. No topics.. just know how to criticize me only.. n etc..
We just like.. He came from Mars and I came from earth.. Once we met, we would crash with each other.. and hurt seriously......
Hmm.. I also don't know how to describe our relationship..
Better don't talk, if not we will quarrel..
Better don't see each other, if not he will criticize me again..
Better...
Better..
So many better..

I think nobody will rmb that today is your birthday!
Maybe last time how u treated us, then now u will get the "rewards"...
Anyway, Happy Birthday!
................................................

需要 - JS

如果把你的眼神默背好
就可以无视寂寞的炫耀
我想我不会像现在这么糟
如果把走过的路都记牢
就可以面对断线的依靠
至少孤单不用如此的骄傲
无知热雨的微笑
增加跟脑海的时调
抓不紧也放不掉
未来的某个街角是否转身就找得到
爱是一种需要
却不一定要得到
只要你觉得快乐就好
梦会温热眼角
让回忆像水草般缠绕
却总能让人勇敢不笑
爱是一种需要
聚散却没办法预料
只能在心里做个记号
直到那天遇到
还会是同样的味道
下雨也好起风也好
心想着就能不会难熬
爱是一种需要
却不一定要得到
只要你觉得快乐就好
梦会温热眼角
让回忆像水草般缠绕
却总能让人勇敢不笑
爱是一种需要
聚散却没办法预料
只能在心里做个记号
直到那天遇到
还会是同样的味道
下雨也好起风也好
心想着就能不会难熬




P/s :
This is a nice and touching song. I was touched when I listened. I have a very strong and firm feeling to this song.. Although this song is not very famous at now.. Might be this song haven't publish to the public yet.. So I can't find this song via network.. =(
For those who had watched Sg Mediacorp's drama, named as " Little Nyonya ".. They will know this song.. This song is represented by the love story of " Master of Chen Xi and understrapper of Yue Niang ". Both of them loved each other very much.. but bcos of refused many times by Yue Niang.. and Yue Niang knew that they cannot get together bcos of their different status in the old century. Their love cannot end by a good and happy ending.. This is quite pity!!!! =(
The lyric of this song is also very very meaningful.. a good composer!!!


Strongly recommended this song to everyone.. !! =p

烦烦烦！！！

每个人都有自己的烦恼

每个人都有自己的空间

每个人都有自己的懊恼

每个人都有自己的时间



每个人都在烦，烦，烦！！！！

谁何尝不是呢？

每个人都在为某些事情烦烦烦！！！

为情而烦

为金而烦

为事业而烦

为课业而烦

为生活上的零零碎碎的事情而烦烦烦！！！



总之大家都在烦烦烦！！

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Had been a long time didnt upload a new blog again..
22 days.. nearly a month ady..
I admit I'm lazy..
I admit I don't wanna tell my feeling in here..
I admit I dont have the strength and spirit to do anything..
Donno why.. Am I sot sot ady?
Or I Had been changed to another person?
That's a brand new me? or I just temporary change to another person bcos I do not take some "nutrition food" such as water, sunshine, nature fertilizer, air, and Love?
Am I a "Plant" or "Human Being" ?
If I am a plant, when I absorb enough water, sunshine, air and nature fertilizer and some little love.. I will grow stronger and stronger, taller and taller.. I will turn into blossom and then become mature.. I will have fruits when I am mature.. Then the process of the plant will be ended.. However, when you got a same seed and plant it.. The process of growth will be keep going on n on.. right.?

But If I am human being, What should a human being has to be done?
Human being is different from plant.. The life of plant is very short..
But We, human being.. Our lives are long if u r always stay healthy..
We need much much much of "nutrition food".. without nutrition food.. our life wont going on..
and the most important is.. We need Love so much.. Love is important to everyone.. The Love is not the couple's love.. but it's philanthropism..
We love everyone we knew.. We love everyone we don't know...
Many many... Anyway we need love.. we love ourselves.. we love everyone...

actually i dono what am i typing.. =p
just simply type only.. boring page.. can turn into another channel.. =p

6月2号篇

还是，终于来到6月份的第2天，的晚上。
不知不觉已经来到下半年了。
回头看一看，原来我在这半年里，真的什么都没有得到，可是却发生了很多很多的大小严重轻微的事情。哎~可是这也是所谓一种或其中一种人生的经验吧！不堪回首的记忆~ ;(
5月份，我的部落格一篇日记都没有哦。为什么呢？我也不知道为什么我会没有记录。
难道5月份没有任何事情值得我去纪念吗?
其实我偶尔是有写下写下的。可是都是写到一半就不了了之了。原因是我懒惰。
所以，很多都没有上载去这里。有的删除了，有的还被保留。

今天我会兴致勃勃地想写一写小故事是因为今天发生了一些事情。
今天被人训了一顿。我知道我自己也是有错的。怪得了谁呢？一切都得自己去承受和反省。
还有，今天可以心血来潮的去买一买。终于能够爆发了。终于能够发泄一下。其实我也不是什么购物狂啦。只是偶尔很想去发泄发泄。真的很没用呢。=（

我想应该是没什么好记录了。
今天的故事就发展到这里吧。
希望明天是新鲜的一天。不要再被挨骂了。
加油！蔚欣~
坚持到底。守得云开见月明~ok?
haha..